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[30 Dec 2003|02:30pm]
why do i have 100 less friends on my new journal?

hmmmm
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[15 Dec 2003|07:52pm]
NEW LIVE JOURNAL>>>>>>

faceless_number


....i still will keep this but uhmm i think i'll use that more. I am sick of this one but im not deleting it...


peace
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someone hit the rewind button on my life....and i hate it. [11 Dec 2003|08:16pm]
WHEN MY FIST CLENCHES, CRACK IT OPEN. BEFORE I USE IT TO LOSE MY COOL.
WHEN I SMILE, TELL ME SOME BAD NEW. BEFORE I LAUGH AND ACT LIKE A FOOL.
AND IF I SWALLOW ANYTHING EVIL, PUT YOUR FINGERS DOWN MY THROAT.
IF I SHIVER, PLEASE GIVE ME A BLANKET.
KEEP ME WARM LET ME WEAR YOUR COAT.
no one knows what it's like to be the bad man, to be the sad man. Behind blue eyes.---the who
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Sometimes I hate so much. When people do not like your presense, you arent pretty enough or whatever you do wrong, some richer prettier and more social person seems to find you the fucking pit of garbage not worth a fucking thing. Not everyone. Just these looks of shit, throwing things, oh that girl is ugly, shes fat, shes slow, whatever it is its SO FUNNY and people as a whole have to dwell on the imperfections of one. whether it be drugs they do and how bad they are, or how funny it would be to put this person up for humiliation and sadness so we can get a great laugh, or lets throw this at the ugly girl who doesnt talk, its funny. No one has feelings right? If you arent popular, skinny, pretty, and fucking everything that society wants people to be you don't deserve any sympythy since you don't have feelings. It isnt really like this....people don't always do this, but I see it so much around me and even in my own group. People don't like me either. I don't know if its the drugs I did in the past, the guys I was with, the way I present myself, my weight, my face, my personality, but so many people think I am lower than shit and I just see how fucking bad it can be. I wish people just stopped getting off on the pain of others and ignored it. Not be their friend, not be nice, just nothing...>FUCKING NOTHING. I hope I was never like this to one person. If I was a bitch, it's only cuz I didnt like them over a certain understandable thing, but I never ridicule anyone. Some things are funny until reality can hit. I hate society and it's images sent around how everyone should look, live, eat, sleep, and love. Beautiful is a DD size chest and pretty hair, a nice face, 36, 24, 36, models, actors, everyone is just a person. why can't the world just be people and not people striving to become this.

I will go back to my own fantasy land now...

i got fatter.

I <3 brian. I hate school.


___Stacki
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I wish...i was pretty [01 Dec 2003|06:15pm]
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yah this is my pics on crack...


sorry i didnt use an lj cut...im lazy
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[25 Nov 2003|06:14pm]
2 thanksgiving breaks ago i got caught for stealing.
last thanksgiving break brian and i broke up.
what will happen this one?
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i want something good to die for. [24 Nov 2003|05:37pm]
it really is sad, when u spend so much on a digital camera and ur too ugly to use it and u see how much weight u have really gained.


i dont want to hear anything good about me cuz i wont believe it ne ways.

:*(


ok enuf with my self pity peace.
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im bored.so ill bore you. [06 Nov 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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-"When you look in the mirror do you smash it quick? Do you take the glass and slash your wrists? Did you do it for fame? Did you do it in a fit? Did you do it before you read about it?"



"each day just goes so fast.i turn around its past.you dont get time to hang a sign on me.love me while you can.though im a little man.a life time is so short.a new one cant be bought.but what you got means such a lot to me.make love all day long.make love singing songs.theres people standing round.who'll screw you in the ground.theyll fill you in with all the sins you see.ill make love to you.if you want me to"
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peace and love.
staci

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"it wouldnt be the 80s without boy george" [21 Sep 2003|03:56pm]
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brian and i on fri...i dnno why i like that pic so much.
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me camoflauged in my room
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wes gone wild and dylan.
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jp in the park.
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wes and the crazy lights.
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mike.
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[29 Aug 2003|06:41pm]
[ mood | ugly. ]

i want a new nose and body.
same shit as usual.
i wish i could be pretty.
:(oh well sux to be me.
ok im done ranting.

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[24 Aug 2003|06:55pm]
1: asking__for__it, 2: iamthewalrusx, 3: skingirlsarah, 4: illact_enthused, 5: army_of_one, 6: jackee, 7: harshxreality, 8: angiecakes592, 9: yourxmom, 10: sheepsmoochiq, 11: onxthexedge, 12: sarachika, 13: xxpain_is_love, 14: themodgirly67, 15: the_strangler, 16: xironmaidenx, 17: kitxkatxgrl, 18: fadedxphoto, 19: afinsidemypants, 20: xkillme_softlyx, 21: atomkinder666, 22: yummm, 23: boy_in_solitude, 24: blushings, 25: wildxcherry, 26: psxiloveyou, 27: pinkleminade, 28: mrfatwrecker, 29: hollywood_punk, 30: trulyxblonde, 31: the_mollusk, 32: sean_is_sexy, 33: truxlies, 34: cherry_gone_bad, 35: kiss_kiss_kill, 36: cottonunderwear, 37: the_frascinator, 38: pornstarxxx, 39: _arabesque, 40: amberganja, 41: xuntouchableqtx, 42: teenagewretch, 43: xladyxluckx, 44: xxonmyownxx, 45: porcelainxdoll, 46: kissxkiss, 47: sinzfromylips, 48: pretty_xlush, 49: puddingbaby, 50: ruthyriot

.....i have no idea how the fuck this thing got these names but....im guessing its ppl that read this or some shit so if ur on this add me.
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